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lately [ Monday,
August 15th, 2005]
well this is about me lately ... and about my book that is wicked messed up that i am reading.
well i have a few questions. can a person change? well of course they can. But ....will they? that is the big question. i like to believe that he will and that he isn't just lying to me but everyone around me is sort of telling me otherwise. so do i listen to myself or do i listen to my loved ones? do i listen to my head or to my heart? things are so difficult when you first meet someone because you don't well, know them that well. but on the other hand that is what makes it so exciting, it is something new and different. and well i like it so far but i mean i dunno.
marissa and i decided that i have a t problem which mean that i am overly trusting and tolerant which means trouble will follow. But on one hand i like being different in some hands i don't think i would be mary if i wasn't so trusting. somewhere down the road i am gonna get screwed royally for it ...but i haven't yet so it is all good.
oh and about the book i am reading. i am reading the handmaids tail because it is my summer reading and because i'm a nerd and lately i have really been into reading which is good but i feel like a wicked dork. i think that is half the reason why i read, to be a dork and also for pleasure. well anyways about wat my book is about. also keep in mind this is summer reading for a catholic school. well it is about this futuristic society where it tells the story about this girl who is a handmaid. a handmaid is a girl who went to this school to be taught how to get pregnant. oh yea so she basically goes to this household to like have this guys baby. so you think he just fucks her on his spare time but oh NO... she has to lay on top of his wife while he fucks her and they have to hold hands. queerest thing reading this. i felt akward reading it just think about that though. weird but yea there is more to it but that was just bothering me so i decided to tell all you about it. AREN'T YOU LUCKY?
also livejournals are an excuse to be obsessed with yourself so that it is to the point where it is disgusting.
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lately [ Monday,
August 15th, 2005]
well this is about me lately ... and about my book that is wicked messed up that i am reading.
well i have a few questions. can a person change? well of course they can. But ....will they? that is the big question. i like to believe that he will and that he isn't just lying to me but everyone around me is sort of telling me otherwise. so do i listen to myself or do i listen to my loved ones? do i listen to my head or to my heart? things are so difficult when you first meet someone because you don't well, know them that well. but on the other hand that is what makes it so exciting, it is something new and different. and well i like it so far but i mean i dunno.
marissa and i decided that i have a t problem which mean that i am overly trusting and tolerant which means trouble will follow. But on one hand i like being different in some hands i don't think i would be mary if i wasn't so trusting. somewhere down the road i am gonna get screwed royally for it ...but i haven't yet so it is all good.
oh and about the book i am reading. i am reading the handmaids tail because it is my summer reading and because i'm a nerd and lately i have really been into reading which is good but i feel like a wicked dork. i think that is half the reason why i read, to be a dork and also for pleasure. well anyways about wat my book is about. also keep in mind this is summer reading for a catholic school. well it is about this futuristic society where it tells the story about this girl who is a handmaid. a handmaid is a girl who went to this school to be taught how to get pregnant. oh yea so she basically goes to this household to like have this guys baby. so you think he just fucks her on his spare time but oh NO... she has to lay on top of his wife while he fucks her and they have to hold hands. queerest thing reading this. i felt akward reading it just think about that though. weird but yea there is more to it but that was just bothering me so i decided to tell all you about it. AREN'T YOU LUCKY?
also livejournals are an excuse to be obsessed with yourself so that it is to the point where it is disgusting.
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i don't blame you for being you [ Monday,
July 18th, 2005]
sometimes i juust don't understand who people are i don't get people. like i think i know some one and then something happens that is just so shocking and its liek wow i have read you completely wrong.people can always surprise you always rememeber that. no one is predictable.
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[ Tuesday,
May 3rd, 2005]
this is for everyone who seems to be in a bad moood
i'm not so i'm gonna say my classic saying
"put a smile on your face, make the world a better place"

and thats my quote for today
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oh hello there [ Monday,
May 2nd, 2005]
[ mood | sick ]

heyy livejournal users of the world,
this is mary mcgovern signing back on from a long vacation of livejournaling. and i will tell you wat i did this weekend. don't get too excited now!!

friday well it was ju jus bday on monday and we were suppose to have her celevration party on friday but it ended up being on sat.. netherless i did hang out wiht the beautiful julie ellen white. julie has this new aura about her since she came back from italy she's like coool now. but she is one of those cool people because she doesn't know she is soo cool and thats why i like her. JOEY was theree and i think if joey and brinan ever break up i would be sad cuz i wouldn't get to say brinananananannanananananan. oh i went to the cape by myself this weekend ...weird but i liked it. jeffery and hannah were gonna come but i dunno i fell asleep anywyas so it wasn't that bad.
sat i drove home from el cape and firgured out my party situation for the summer for my cape house. i went to kimbos and we went out to eat and then my brothers best friends mom saw me and told me i gained weight that was a lil sad didn't really phase me though watever FAT KIDS FOR LIFE. but yeaa i got sick how i do not know but i did. i worked till 9 then went out wiht the GORGEOUS meagan and like she is one of those people who is just sooo pretty and you never notice till one day it smacks you in the face DAMN SHES SOOO PRETTY and then since that day your just like damn girl your dope. yea she is a cutie pie
sunday i went to church then to work then to my lil cousins bday party and then to beefas. me and beef just chatted bout stuff.

that was my weekend how was yours?

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[ Sunday,
March 27th, 2005]
mpkinney06: your good at math i might seek out your services
mpkinney06: ill bribe u with food or something along thos eline
mpkinney06: s
mpkinney06: pay u in meatballs like in the wedding singer

if he only knew
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this is the sound of settling [ Friday,
March 25th, 2005]
5 day weekend bitchesss

today i went over marissas and watched identity and tongiht i stayed in and wathced my lil ponies ....goood times
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mr cantelope [ Sunday,
March 20th, 2005]
[ mood | bouncy ]

this weekeend was fun filled
friday me and and kim after school went tot the mall to get stuff for the dance ...got sunglasses bronzer a shirt and such. went ot julies (hammeredness) went to the dance which was AWSOME. had so much fun. got picked uyp wiht paula on the side of the road by jamie ahahah funny convo. yeaaa i love mhs.
sat went tot eh dropkciks and saw paul nick and casey there too it was fun. best part was when a guy was gonna puke all voer us and a body guard legit picked him up and threw him and he was in midair throwing up. thank you mr body guard. only downfall bout the dkm was that i was covnered in other peoples sweat.
today i worked till i died.
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mary <3
ps i love you

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[ Wednesday,
March 16th, 2005]


Your Seduction Style: The Natural





You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.


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[ Wednesday,
March 16th, 2005]
i would like to dedicate this entry to the awsomeness of allie janis's being. she made my new hot layout and well thank you miss allie.

i went and saw julie today...cuz i can drive ....yea


nothing more reallly

dance friday

yay
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[ Monday,
March 14th, 2005]
jewely4258: you think im gonna suck your dick
jewely4258: not so much
jewely4258: cuz you just suck

marymc125: wat are you gonna do throw checker pieces at my house
Hanks189: wtf sweet comback you loser
Hanks189: you cant use checkers everytime
Hanks189: your just upset cuz i fuckin tooled on you
Hanks189: GET OVER IT

SpOrts204: but even if we fail we'll def pass the second time

julie 8o7: lolzzzzzzzzzzz
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[ Monday,
March 14th, 2005]
[ mood | contemplative ]

all of my entry's lately have been mean and sad and such and well i decided my journal needs a happy one

so here we go

tommorrow i'm going ot get my liscense and i am scarrrrrrrrred but i think i'll be ok. you know how great it will be if i get it though. AMAZING. is how great for the following reasons
1 me and arnoux will prolly hang out more
2 kim won';t have to drive everywhere anymore
3 me and jfay can hang out more
4 jfay will now not ever call mg
5 i can leave when i'm not having fun
6 i can go places
7 beach in the summer ..all the tiem


yes that is it for now ..comment and tell me some other ones

funny comment on the side note ... racheal risoto punched out a girl at the dance ...happy i wasn';t there:) also nash is gonna mkae me go so she trys to pick shit so she has a reason to kick her ass sooooo hilarious

drama rama lately ...watever shit don't phase me

<3 mary

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i hate everyone ...don't think you are excluded cuz your not [ Saturday,
March 12th, 2005]
[ mood | fuck life ]

everyone is selfish and i hate it i can't remember the last time anyone has gone out of their way. and i hate how everyone is judgemental bout eveyrhting and you think it is ok to criticize people you don't know ...no it's not they have feeligns too. and you shouldn't just because where the fuck are your manners

no one has manners anymore either

i should of been born in the 1930s

and can anyone stop talking bout prom ...i don't think they can ...

i don't want ot get made fun of anymore it's not funny

yea.

tears are the pain that you can't show or express in words to the world.

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skeet skeet [ Wednesday,
March 9th, 2005]
[ mood | melancholy ]

i hate not being in control of situations. i want to make patgill be a good kid agian instread of being a stupid druggy. i want to make some one ask me out and such
and yea i just want to be in control of everything but in reality i am not incontrol of anything. i wouldn't be surprised if i got in an eating disorder because i needed to be in control of one thing ...and one thing i can be in control of is my body. watever wouldn't hurt for prom hahaa jk i love food

tommorrow the neighbor hood crew is reuniting for our oc nights

i love knowing secrets!!!!


i'll never telll

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[ Tuesday,
March 8th, 2005]
What Icon Are You?... by AngryAsHell
Name
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Quiz created with MemeGen!
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well then [ Tuesday,
March 8th, 2005]
[ mood | bitchy ]

i haven't updated this in a long time!!!


yeaaa i like my new icon i don't know why but lately that is my additude. i don't mean to be a tool but it just so happens that sometimes i am.

today i dyed my hair agian and got bangs ...thank you jusasaju salon
aka in religion we cut my hair and colored on it wiht markers

holly might leave nda ....got in another fight wiht my mom about htat

kim is trying out for the play ..,.hope she makes it

meagan came back from leadership retreat ....i'm very happy bout that ...love that girl

yeaaa ...does anyone have an extra dropkick ticket???? jfay knows why

i'm a weirdo

beefa is mad at me... yea long story

i wanna get out of this mood

i have been watching the notebook like about 4543 times this week

mary

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read this [ Wednesday,
March 2nd, 2005]
LAUGH, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.
For the sad old earth must borrow it's mirth,
But has trouble enough of it's own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air.
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.

Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all.
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a long and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.




sooo true no body likes being around sad people
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[ Wednesday,
March 2nd, 2005]
[ mood | contemplative ]

julie and lia were at kims too by the way

today i went to pats house to greet him home for ireland like i always do wiht my kimmy boo and it was funnn! i love seamus ! tommy gill is hte man ..pats arlgiht too i guess

i shoveled kims walk way otday and kim decided that i could tottally win an eating contest and i agreee.

i talked to julie today tooo ....yea i asked dave and tyler to prom i guess ...ahahha who knows

well this is a random entry

i'm babysitting friday some body come it'll be fun!!

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do you dare [ Tuesday,
March 1st, 2005]
[ mood | curious ]

yeaaaa today i went to kims wiht al and beefa and yeaaa it was fun i wore her snow pants and i LOVE THEM and i made a snow angel and such it was a good time. then me and kim went to the mall and got the used and my chemical romance. it was a good time

i love snow days!!!

comment some one

i hate when people pretend to be some one who they aren't

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[ Sunday,
February 20th, 2005]
Beefasfat375: hiluhifuhilduhsil gravy hsidghsilduhilsdugjh
Beefasfat375: gofhjudij fatty dghkjlkjkldfhj

if i get an eating disorder this is why ahahha
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